sleepyheads

oh gr8 my plan to go to koola stufffa is failed!!!!!!! shiz i want to go there so bad but no one wants / can accompany me. i want to go there by myself but it's going to be awkward and weird, besides, if i'm going by myself to fX. that means running away and i'm going to be kicked out from my own house. i know it's weird & just too much, because i've never go to somewhere by myself. except, going to a place by myself to meet someone.