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Something that I don't think about, is happening to me today.......:-( I don't know what to do I'm totally mixed up and confused I can't cry I just uhhh.........I really don't know what to do, wanna know why did I talk like this? Yawhatever, so today was going well until 2nd recess it all changes into a bad bad thing that unexpected. So I was back from upstairs, I saw my friend, Bila, she's crying, I don't know what's happening, so I sat beside her with Pini, and I ask her 'why are you cryin? Something wrong? Ari hate you?' she said no every time I asked and suddenly she said 'I'm sorry please forgive me' while she's crying. And I ask 'for what? Did you accept him? That's totally fine, bud!' and she said no again, then she explain it all like this, 'I'm terribly sorry, Shindy *my senior* called me and she ask why did I didn't accept him, and I told her that there was a friend that love him and then Shindy really wanted to know who was it and I accidentaly said your name.......I'm so sorry' and I was speechless I really don't know what to say, should I forgive you or not and after my senior know that, is she gonna tell him? Ouchie, my head totally confused, blown up, mixed up AAAH I can't think clearly and suddenly I cried and said 'you're the meanest person I've ever known!' and I left her..........I think that's the best once and for all I still don't know what to do now, don't know what should I feel
13Oct10

Aden<3